Black spiders, bulbous and overfed,
Their magic lantern show plays on the bedroom wall
From the streetlights in the hour of the abysmal.
Gnats, mosquitoes, and lake-flies drawn
From Lake Winnebago’s dark water
into spun trappings,
And venomous glands and fangs.
Webs cover the city in mandalas by morning
alongside the seagull’s scream
and broken bottle sidewalks.
An old woman in her red stocking cap
Is sleeping on the bus stop bench
Across from where I once lived .
She accepts offerings of bottled water and sandwiches
But will not be moved,
Her life in white plastic bags.
Fireworks tear the neighborhood
Into a pantomime war zone long after midnight.
Antique airships descend like residual haunting.
I am stalled out,
Tired of stagnant visions.
Spiders are everywhere this summer, casting thread,
Creating something those connected to the soil
Might interpret as moving forward,
Refer to the spiders as “grandmother.”
But tonight I’m doing penance for precious sins,
And holding out for hard redemption.
The clock on the steeple of St. Jude’s church
Like the moon submerged in a glass of amber liquor.
The night holds its breath,
Spiders weave their abbreviated lives
Towards windowsill husks
Until tree leaves rust and frost returns.
Troy Schoultz
Troy Schoultz is a lifelong Wisconsin resident. His poems, stories, and reviews have appeared in Seattle Review, Rattle, Slipstream, Chiron Review, Santa Monica Review, Adirondack Review, Palooka and many others in the U.S. and U.K. since 1999. He is the author of Biographies of Runaway Dogs (Vegetarian Alcoholic Press, 2017), No More Quiet Entrances (Luchador Press, 2020), and co-author of Remnants (Luchador Press, 2021) with visual artist Amie Brownfield.
Troy is a two-time Pushcart Prize nominee and has taught at the University of Wisconsin-Oshkosh campuses. He is also an analog collage artist, and hosts Mr. Troy’s Lo-Fi Motel Radio Hour on Oshkosh 101.9 FM. He currently resides in Oshkosh, WI. He can be reached at troy.schoultz@gmail.com.
Header image by Matt Seymour