It came wearing my voice.
A perfect counterfeit,
learning the rhythms of my breath,
the hesitations in my speech.
It signed my name in my own hand.
At first, I mistook it for thought —
a whisper beneath my whisper,
a shadow moving only
when I wasn’t looking.
But then, my hands forgot themselves,
folded into shapes I did not choose.
My tongue began to curl around words
I had never spoken.
And my reflection —
it stayed too long after I had turned away.
I pleaded with the body,
gripped its edges and said:
You are mine, you are mine, you are mine.
But it only laughed, low in the throat,
a sound like old wood splintering.
At night, I watch it move without me.
My limbs drift through the house,
touching the walls as if listening for something.
The fingers scrawl letters I will never send.
It knows things I do not.
It remembers places I have never been.
It leaves the door open at night.
And when I wake, it is already stirring,
waiting for me to catch up.
Alexander Baker
Alexander “Al” Scott Pearce Baker is a poet, painter, naturalist and philosopher based in Halifax. His writing explores horror, myth, and metaphysics, often through the lens of the natural world. He works at the Nova Scotia Museum of Natural History and holds a Master’s in Philosophy.
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